Sunday, October 28, 2007 @ 11:36:00 PM

You Should Play the Guitar

You're very independent - both in spirit and in the way you learn.
You can teach yourself almost anything, even if it makes your fingers bleed.
You're not really the type to sit patiently through a music lesson - or do things by the book.
It's more your style to master the fundamentals and see where they take you.
Highly creative and a bit eclectic, you need a wide range of music to play.
You could emerge as a sensitive songwriter... or a manic rock star.
Your dominant personality characteristic: being rebellious
Your secondary personality characteristic: tenacity

Saturday, October 27, 2007 @ 1:35:00 AM

joy was telling me how they couldnt calculate the change to split among themsleves when they went to carte; how much they missed me; and what they talked about that day..

JOY ; says:
i was like
JOY ; says:
'yah! thm always finds my worksheets for me'
JOY ; says:
then jocelyn was like ya me also!!
thm! (: says:
awwwwwwwwwwww.
JOY ; says:
cos if like im frantically digging for my worksheets
JOY ; says:
you'll always help me find!
thm! (: says:
i didnt know i've made an impact in my friend's life.
JOY ; says:
hahahaha yes
JOY ; says:
somemore i was like
JOY ; says:
shit la thm not here. i dont know how to cut the bread
thm! (: says:
AHAHAHHAHAAH(in my mind, i was thinking about how bimbotic she was)
JOY ; says:
so a bung helped me!
JOY ; says:
HAHAHA
JOY ; says:
gm also dont know how to cut!!
thm! (: says:
WAHLAUUUUUU!
JOY ; says:
but anyway,
JOY ; says:
when i found out how to cut, i cut alot alot!
JOY ; says:
(:

dearest joy, though you're a little bimbotic at times and very extremey greedy ALL the time, i still love you very much! HAHAH.

Monday, October 22, 2007 @ 11:32:00 PM

oh it has been such a long time since i last blog. anyway school sucks. okay maybe not school, but just pw. i stayed up ALL NIGHT to finish my final draft of wr. and i have to take over my editor's job cause she's stuck to some cc. i really can't wait for this whole pw shit to be over. anyway last week's pw days were spent in the com lab, doing stupid online quiz and playing dumb online games. HAHAHA, it's not like we've got any other better things to do. but at least i had fun laughing with and at the BBG.
: )

today was the first op dry run. our dearest AP broke the record again. for 4 hours, only 3 groups presented!! for your information, each individual gets to present for only FIVE MINUTES. how amazing and unbelievable! everyone hates to stay in school for pw. and joy the bimbo kept complaining that she was hungry! so typical of her. HAHAH. but the funniest thing was the expression she had on her face when AP(II) presented. she really gave the what-the-hell-are-you-talking-about kind of look. but you can't blame her for that cause sometime it's really hard to catch what AP(II) is saying due to her unique pronunciation of words. HEH.
and yes, AP made a VERY bad joke about monster z retaining today. wahlau, stop giving me false hope will you? really felt like punching him!! made me happy for nothing. stupid~~gayshit~~ SOB.

call me mean.

Friday, September 28, 2007 @ 10:15:00 PM

HAPPINESS IS A CHOICE;
A WAY OF MIND! :)

Thursday, September 20, 2007 @ 10:23:00 PM

i thank God for th smile! :D
something so small; yet significant.

Sunday, September 16, 2007 @ 11:21:00 PM

i had a great time yesterday:

celebrating janetta's birthday.
eating steamboat.
performing stupid acts with adsl.
hanging upside down on the monkey bar at sculpture park.

i had a great time today:

during service.(it was good though pastor kong wasnt preaching)
studying with eliz.
eating prata and complaining about how bad it was.
talking about all sorts of pest and scaring ourselves.

i love weekends. ~~i hate school. :(~~

Wednesday, September 05, 2007 @ 12:17:00 AM

yeah, promised rowenaleedaiwen t blog more often.
hahah. went out studying today. really felt like i suck at my favourite subject-math. so depressing luh. ): really want t do well in math man. promos are so so near. must really mug crazily hard. come t think of it, i really miss those secondary school days when you can do well without studying. life was much simpler then. but it's a different story altogether now. so stressful and all. AND PW IS KILLING ME. why is singapore such a result-oriented society where qualifications are all that matters? >:
anyway i really love th holidays. feel so free and i love waking up late. but one week is really not enough! i need more time! i need a looong break! )':
oh yes, im going swimming with rowena on friday! im so looking forward to it. i love soaking in th water and i'll get t tan as well. YAY! (:
another happy thing to add on: my brother just came back with a large bottle of absolut pear for me! wahahah! i loveitloveitloveit man! maybe life dont suck that much after all. :D

and i thank God for everything. (:

Wednesday, August 22, 2007 @ 8:30:00 PM

world war III just broke out at 8.51am on 22nd August 2007. above is a photo of monster z- a disgustingly unique combination of a pig and an ikan bilis. there is no fixed answer as to why is it black. nonetheless, this monster deserves to die. & I HATE MONSTER Z big big big big big big time!

Monday, August 20, 2007 @ 10:14:00 PM

yes. just had my ocip camp last weekend. it was really really slack on the first day. on the second day, we went t clean up some 1-room flat at holland close. it was really an experience in a lifetime. the house we were assigned to clean up was really dirty. personally, i dont think they deserved to be helped when they dont even want to help themselves. the very least they could have on their part was simply to keep the house clean and to help with the housework and not leave everything to the old grandmother. i could not believe the mountain of dirty clothings piling up at one corner and the grandmother had to hand-wash everything!?
the only thing that left a deep impression on me was what the guy said when he briefed us. "i believe that everyone created in the image of God should have a proper place to stay in." and that's what kept me going while cleaning the flat.

ANYWAY, online shopping was really fun. hahah. though i had some difficulty transferring the money. :/ i want to get my stuff soon! anyway school has been full of crap especially now with the 'secret notebook' which is not so secret anymore. i bet we'll really have a good time laughing at the entries at the end of the year. promos are coming soon. really hope i'll do well and promote without monster Z. YAY!

Wednesday, August 15, 2007 @ 3:36:00 PM

hahah. in order to eat openly during lecture, jocelyn, xinyu and i thought of one brilliant idea. and we've all decided t use pocky box as our pencil case. how cool. hahah. and yes, this is how we entertain ourselves in school. (;

Saturday, August 11, 2007 @ 1:23:00 AM

yay. went t work at sam's mother's shop today. managed t study a little bit of econs. time seems to fly by rather quickly and i wasn't really counting down t eleven so that i can close shop and go home. anyway, singaporeans are really weird luh, they'll only buy things at the last minute just before the shop closes, so i only got t leave after 1130. :/

anyway im really glad im studying nowadays. eliz is my motivation luh! hahah.

Friday, August 10, 2007 @ 12:18:00 AM

this is eliz's wonderful creation. hahah. went to study with eliz at heartland macs after lunch at city hall. we studied for like 6 hours & i finished my math tutorial and read through my history notes. what an achievement man! (; so after finishing all our work, we decided to just sit down and talk. so fun luh! we're entertaining people full of crap. i really love her luh! :DDDDD

anyway, ocip outing with group two yesterday was fun. had subway and ben & jerry's. discussed some facts about certain people. hahah. really hope that nurul can help me get the free-cone-day shirt!

Thursday, August 02, 2007 @ 6:01:00 PM

what a bad day!
so much unfortunate things had happened within 24 hours.
to think that i actually lost my shoe at cdac thanks to some uneducated NC people who have never seen a pair of nike shoes & are too poor to afford a pair. being good-for-nothing, they have nothing better to do and thus, decided to steal my pair of shoes to get the so-called excitment and to kill time.
like what the hell right.
and all these leads to me not being able to focus and study for my chem test tmr!
oh man, life really sucks!
im getting so sick of school and all.
i wouldnt go to school tmr if not for the sickening chem test!
:/

life is black & white!

Friday, April 06, 2007 @ 11:34:00 PM

has been a long while since i last blog. school has been busy. with the tons of essays t be written. anyway, my classmates are all very nice people-especially the girls. hahah. the 14 girls t 3 guys thing seems t be a good thing. not that i'm being sexist, but seriously speaking, the girls are nicer than the guys. HAHAH! so SA is not that bad as i thought it was. & yes, everything happened for a reason. come t think of it, i really thank God that my appeal t transfer t science wasn't successful. i'm really glad i took history as a h2 subject. & i really like my history(SEA) teacher. man, she's really sarcastic; and i love her for that. (:

oh, i got t meet up with kumchuen today. hahah. havent seen him since he went into army. hahah. but he's still as weird la. got t ball with them at 260 for a while. crap crap crap. then after which i went down t hougang t ball. it's quite weird. i'll tend t compare the sk people t the hougang people. sk people are very encouraging. & they will joke at the appropriate time-or maybe, every second. but you'll really enjoy every second spent with them-joking around & watching their very own drama. and i can say that they're really good friends. they'll know what you neeed at different times; they care. not that the hougang people dont care, but they're just toooooo serious-they can;t afford t talk on court. it's good t be focus, but you can be focus & still talk a little at times, right? personally, i would prefer t play a fun game where i can enjoy myself with the great company & yet learn something from it rather than t get all serious & i just wouldnt feel like playing but t end up with a black face later on. well, different people, different perceptions. maybe it's just the generation gap, i dont know. I MISS SK-BIG BIG TIME!

i don't know what else t say-cause you'll never understand. sometimes i really feel that it's too much t ask from you. yes, i can see that you tried, but what's the point when it's of no help at all.

you're pushing me out
when i'm wanting in.
& everything i feel for you
i wrote down on one piece of paper
the one in your hand
you won't understand.

Monday, March 19, 2007 @ 3:10:00 PM

class lists are all out already. i'm staying on in arts with my econs, maths & history and h1 chem. met joleen on the way t cc. hahah. so at least for now, i've got her & she has got me! (: can't wait t meet ROWENALEEDAIWEN(: for dinner later. we've got plenty t catch up man. :D

i dont want t let you affect me. it's really sad t tear away the perfect picture i've drawn; t realise it's all a mistake. maybe i'm really thinking too much or maybe i'm just an irritating kid t you. oh well, you can't be what you're not. & i can't expect that much from you. :l

Wednesday, March 14, 2007 @ 12:17:00 PM

YAY, i finally managed to sign in to my account! (;

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO ANNA DONG & JACQUELINE FOO! YOU GUYS ARE SO OLD ALREADY. BUT STILL, I'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU! DO REMEMBER TO KEEP IN TOUCH! :DDDDDD STILL REMEMBER ALL THE FUN WE HAD IN SEC THREE - PLAYING BALL DURING RECESS; GETTING INTO ALL SORTS OF TROUBLE TOGETHER & ALL. AWWWW. I MISS THE AKJH TIMES MAN. :l

Monday, February 26, 2007 @ 11:14:00 PM

this post is specially dedicated to ELIZABETH TAN HUI FEN. i really miss all those times we had together-the gossiping sessions & the times we shared about our lives. even though we're no longer in the same school, i believe that we'll both make an effort to keep in touch. you've really been a super great friend cum sister cum PL to me. i'll never forget you, & everything you've done for me. i love you, seriously! :D abit sick there, but who cares. AHHHHH! (;

me and you and you and me
no matter how they toss the dice, it has to be
the only one for me is you, and you for me
SO HAPPY TOGETHER! :DDDDD

Sunday, February 25, 2007 @ 11:58:00 PM

now, i don't want to lose you, but i don't want to use you
just to have somebody by my side.
and i don't want to hate you,
i don't want to take you, but i don't want to be the one to cry.

and that don't really matter to anyone anymore.
but like a fool i keep losing my place
and i keep seeing you walk through that door.

but there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust.
there's a reason why people don't stay where they are.
baby, sometimes, love just aint enough.

Thursday, February 22, 2007 @ 11:34:00 PM

take it if you want. & stop acting like a kid. i dont care what the whole world thinks, but at least i know that i didnt do anything wrong. & i dont see what you can achieve from all these. come on, nobody gives a damn about you.

Friday, February 16, 2007 @ 12:27:00 AM

introducing my new friend from sr: jeremy-my smart twin who likes number 33 as well.

(me)perception is reality. says:
ALL THE BEST FOR TOMORROW'S GAME.
kay kay, go rest NOW!
(jeremy)Exuberance is beauty says:
for all i noe i wont be playing..
just doin my profession..
warming bench..
haha!
i've got talent in warming bench..
perception is reality. says:
i know my besteresteresterest friend is capable of doing greater things than that!
bench warming is my job!
Exuberance is beauty says:
oh man.. we share the same talent..
perception is reality. says:
HAHAHA.
THAT'S WHY WE'RE FRIENDS!
Exuberance is beauty says:
lets apply dsa to rj
haha!
perception is reality. says:
HAHAHAHAH. THROUGH 'BENCH WARMING!'
SO COOL LA.
Exuberance is beauty says:
its a rare talent.
we ensure dat all benches are warm for the utmost comfort of the sportmen..
perception is reality. says:
but wait, rj school fees too ex la!
Exuberance is beauty says:
ok.. vj den..
haha!
perception is reality. says:
HAHAHHAHA OKAY. LET'S DSA.
VJ. HERE I COME! WHOOOOOOOHOOOO!
HAHAHAHAHHAHA.
THIS IS DAMN FUNNY!
Exuberance is beauty says:
heh!
i forgot to go slp...

Sunday, February 11, 2007 @ 9:34:00 PM

yeah, im getting really sick of you. stop trying to prove something which you know it's not true. i'd be so dumb if i really believed you. you're freaking contradicting. please think about what you really want. im not a three year old kid, for goodness sake. grow up, kid.

Saturday, February 10, 2007 @ 9:43:00 PM

YAY. results are out already. im rather pleased with myself. God is really good & kind to me. really feel so blessed. guess almost everyone in my class got 20 & below. :DDDDDDD anyway, i got more than 10; but less than 20. so yeah. (; to all those who did well: CONGRATS. to all those who didn't OR wished you had done better: move on. there's nothing you can do to change your results or whatsoever. always remember that all things happened for a reason & that we should be positive in all situations. life is not about comparing yourself with others. so if there's improvement, it's already something to be glad about. CHEER UP, people!

at the beginning when i knew i was posted to sr for first three months, i felt so shit. i've always thought that sr was a lousy place plus the fact that it's a neighbourhood school. but now, i LIKE sr. in actual fact, sr is a good school. i must say that the seniors there are really friendly; & that they have got good teachers there who really care. (ESPECIALLY JIANG LAOSHI! :D) all in all, i had a great time in sr, especially during trainings. even if i could turn back time, i would still choose sr for the first three months. (:

If life seems jolly rotten
There's something you've forgotten
And that's to laugh and smile and dance and sing.
When you're feeling in the dumps
Don't be silly chumps
Just purse your lips and whistle - that's the thing.
And; always look on the bright side of life.
(;

Friday, February 02, 2007 @ 1:23:00 PM

im posting so that nicesterest can have something to read. (;

hahah. so yeah, i didnt go to school on wed. met up with janetta to go queensway. & i got my red shoebag! (; then later on, we went to sbc to watch ranson's & patrick's match. it's my first time going down & surprisingly, i didn't lose my way. hahah. (: reached there at about 135 but ranson's match had already started. but still, i manage to see him play & all. yeah, and HE DEFINITELY ROCK. :D then we stayed on for skss's match. hahah. i thought that it was very exciting. heh. the scores were so closed & skss won in the end. i felt sooo happy for them. hahah. then we left to get some food before going over to the indoor stadium. kept complaining to my bestfriend that the game at the stadium was not exciting & all. like the results are kind of predictable. tsk tsk. but i enjoyed doing all the stupid & silly things with sharon & jac. like standing up to wave to the retarded-white-merlion-tiger-lion-fat-looking-mascot from far. hahah. but we were ignored anyway. ): hahah. kept suan-ing jac in the bus on our way back just to provide self-entertainment. it was a fun day afterall. (;

yes, & i was ON TIME for school on both thursday & friday. i'm so proud on myself! (; but school has never been fun. other than the days where we have trainings. the o's results are going to be out very soon but i havent decided where should i go to. tsk tsk.

OH, I MET UP WITH TWO FRIENDS OF MINE (WHOM I MISS VERY MUCH) YESTERDAY. :DDDDDDDD

Saturday, January 27, 2007 @ 12:38:00 AM

thm is starting to enjoy trainings even though it's three times a week.
thm loves to go jogging when it's drizzling.
thm appreciates everything that her chinese teacher did.

-life is good for me and i wish the same for all.
:DDDDDDDDD

Saturday, January 06, 2007 @ 11:36:00 AM

orientation is over. the first day was really boring, with the many talks in the hall. however, things got better by the second day. we had many games and all. and the last day was the besteresterest! hahah. decided to switch over to the science course. will be taking chem, econs and maths for h2 subjects and physics for h1. and since my orientation group was made up of people taking arts, i'll be quite lonely next week cause i dont know of people who takes science, other than sharon and lucia. wonder how school will be like next week. TSK TSK.
seriously, i dont give a damn anymore. you thought too highly of yourself.

Tuesday, December 26, 2006 @ 3:33:00 PM

I WOULD LIKE TO THANK ALL THOSE WHO SHARED FOR MY BIRTHDAY PRESENT. I REALLY LOVE THE SHOES. BUT I LOVE YOU GUYS MORE THAN THE SHOES! HAHAH! :DDDDD

i'm in erebus 1! am looking forward to the day school reopens cause i would have my allowance but i'm not looking forward to going to school. :l AHHHHHH!

and i really apprreciate my friends from sk! :DDD

Thursday, December 21, 2006 @ 2:02:00 PM

Who am I?
That the Lord of all the earth,
Would care to know my name,
Would care to feel my hurt.
Who am I?
That the bright and morning star,
Would choose to light the way,
For my ever wandering heart.

Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.

Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.

Wednesday, December 13, 2006 @ 10:58:00 PM

i'm dying. if only you guys could be a little more cooperative and a little more considerate, it'll make my job a LOT more easier. this is not the first time already, my dears! ~~and who actually appreciates it?~~
went down to sk today! havent played ball for quite some time already! but i guess i was a little bad tempered today. hahah. what - said makes some sense. i guess i'll go and think about it again. it's not all about what i like; i've got to think about what will benefit me as well. and i know it's not too late.
and i'm looking forward to:
14th-shopping with waisum and class bbq at night.
15th-balling!
16th-christmas party!
17th-will be a good day if xonuseyvdeerite.
-i'm nice because i made my bestfriend smile! (:

Sunday, December 10, 2006 @ 12:02:00 AM

things are getting weirder and weirder. m'sia trip was just ohkay. looking forward to the class bbq on the 14th and christmas! i can't wait to write x'mas cards with my twin! and i want my adidas shoe. so everyone, get me adidas vouchers! hahah. and you can just skip the 17th. YAY! (:
and where are you.

Tuesday, November 28, 2006 @ 11:03:00 AM

When im weak You are strong
Youre my feet when i cant move on
You are the light in the dark
Youre the whisper inside my heart

(;

Monday, November 27, 2006 @ 9:59:00 PM

hey people! i'm DESPERATELY looking for a job. i'm so free and i've got nothing to do nowadays. luckily i can still go to sk to waste my time away. but the people there aren't having a very good day. cheer up man! (:
disappointing shit. im angry cause i care. and how am i suppose to put that across. why does it happen all the time. oh well, maybe that's the best for me-i hope so.

Thursday, November 23, 2006 @ 2:31:00 PM

yay. prom was gooood. though the food was not exactly nice and all, but it was an enjoyable time. hahah. we all believed that most of the money for the dinner was spent on the prizes for the lucky draw. (that explains the quality of the food) and there were sooo many winners for the lucky draw, but none from our table. but im so happy for sabrina! and she gave me a balloon at the end of everything. she rocks la! (; hahah! anyway, we were damn nice to mrs ong, doing all sorts of things and we thought she would cry. hahah. oh, mrs soh was damn damn sweeeet, to actually dry the flowers her class gave and made them into bookmarks back for her class. awwwww.

and yes, i could not get into mos. !#$%^&@ just because i'm not officially sixteen. forget it. i shall not repeat and remind myself about the whole event again. hahahah. like shit them man. mos would close down if they were to let me in. yes, that was what they told me. so i just went back to the hotel to sleep. how cool.

after checking out on wednesday, i went home to bathe and rushed out to meet waisum, supposingly for an interview. and all we did was to fill up one pathetic piece of paper which was done in like one minute. total waste of time. but oh well, i've got lots of time. hahah. contradicting piece of shit.

this is just not my week. ahhhhh!

Tuesday, November 07, 2006 @ 1:33:00 PM

ifreakingscrewedupmyss.

Saturday, September 23, 2006 @ 11:30:00 AM

gotten back my prelims results already. it's seriously like shit. but well, i cannot expect much when i did not put in the effort. can someone just slap me to wake me up? while everyone is busy studying, i'm busy balling. now we're having the PPP thing everyday, doing those disgusting tests everyday. it's so not helping. you feel so sick when papers are being passed down. just some crazy scribbling and it's back to the teacher. i hate it.

i just dont know what i want. but i really thank you for everything you've done. maybe i just have no faith in myself.

Saturday, September 09, 2006 @ 5:52:00 PM

had our class chalet on wed. was kind of fun. though we exceeded the budget by alot alot. heh. and we had quite alot of extra food. but jacq, anna, dyan and me finished the extra two big plates of chicken wings and some otahs. but the satay we ordered was extremely nice. a fact that i keep emphasizing on. hahh. celebrated teachers' day for mrs ong as well. gave her a blouse and a cake. but she still didnt stay over in the end. tsk tsk tsk. manage to get some help to buy some stuff. then we went into the room to bathe and something weird happened; me and jacq heard some noises from nowhere. anyway, i shall not elaborate. heh. then we cleared the place and ten of us shared a queen size bed and crapped till six plus in the morning. yeah. were doing nothing but just trying to entertain one another; knowingly and unknowingly. heh.

Wednesday, August 30, 2006 @ 11:02:00 PM

went down to sk today. kept raining and all the whole day. kind of sad though i'd prayed for it to rain. contradicting thing. oh, and sharon yim came down to ball. has been so so long. yeah. so we only like shoot for a while and we ended up talking/crapping. it's damn hilarious, i swear. with the kendra rocking completely and janetta rocking totally. not forgetting the kendra-suck-man thing. hahahah. sharon and i had a fun time laughing away but it was kind of self-entertainment stuff. we were really using our imagination and all. oh, did i mention that kendra and janetta got this love power thing going on between them. hahah. orh hor! unfaithful piece of shit.

hahaha. im not going to join the 3 on 3 thing. even though we were all kind of excited about it and stuff. but im actually kind of happy. for the many reasons. i hope things are going to turn out fine. all the best, girls. :)

Thursday, August 24, 2006 @ 8:15:00 AM

finally after the long two weeks, today will be the last paper for prelims. :) though im not expecting much this time round, i still hope to be able to get less than twenty. somehow, i really want to go for the first three months next year.

and now, i can finally ball as much as i want. not that i haven't been balling. but i won't need to feel bad for balling instead of studying. heh. but the thing is that my feet hurts like crazy when the skin from the little toe came out. or maybe it's the flesh. hahh. and i got no idea how it happened. tsk tsk.

Thursday, August 17, 2006 @ 7:24:00 PM

im just going to spend a few minutes to blog on this interesting person in my life. just when i am enjoying whatever im doing, she just have to spoil my ~~day~~ week/month with those rumours she spread about me. one thing is that she's damn creative. she thought of various scenes and scripts to tell to diferent people, thinking that there'll be no lopehole. but, she's wrong. she's so wrong. due to the fact that she has got no brains, she never knew that gossips spread like wild fire. so now, i'll be nice to do you a favour; to correct you on your mistakes.

mistake #1. telling others that you're popular. you actually dare to say that you've got a high profile. what a joke of the year. the real meaning of the word popularity is: The quality or state of being popular, especially the state of being WIDELY ADMIRED, ACCEPTED, or SOUGHT AFTER. and the very sad and cruel fact is that you fit into none of the above. though yes, you try desperately to cling onto people, trying to get into their good books and all, that's NOT considered as being popular. so before using those words, please spend some time to go learn how to use a dictionary, and then to use it properly. though you'll really spend quite some time on it due to major degrees of spasticity.

mistake #2. do not ever try to compare with others things that you do not have. eg. saying that you've got friends is such a big lie. for anyone with eyes to see, they'll know how true that statement is. though you think that you're smart to only mention it outside, but hey, i've got a wider connection of friends than you think. and to think that while gossiping about people you do not like, you do not even spare those that take pity on you and call you their friend. that's really mean of you, bloody betrayer.

mistake #3. making up really incredible tales. what you've said to so many people is so childish. but it's just like you. you actually can make up stuff like for example: "i slept with my head under my ass". but the cooler thing is that those 'friends' actually go WOW and drop their jaw and believe in that. even though i can see the effort you've put in to get closer to them, but hey, you dont have to be that extreme, cause it only projects your stupidity. however, maybe the investments of stories in your friends will be worthwhile, for you guys are of the same standard.

mistake #4. not realising your mistakes. by spreading so much rumours about so many people, dont you feel bad at all. or do you even have a conscious to begin with!? with that mouth of yours, its no surprise if you get slap someday. :) and i can see that you're really enjoying yourself doing all these, but be careful, you're not always that lucky.

last but not least, i'll like to give you some advice. take a mirror and look at yourself. (though you must really control to not start puking all around) think about who you've been mixing with. it should be really easy, for you only have ONE friend. you've really learnt alot from her. also, try slapping yourself to wake you up. reflect on why you never had lasting friendships. though all that sucking up and bootlicking might work for their case, it wont last. it'll only reflect on what kind of person you are. it will get you nowhere, seriously. all the best, my friend.

Thursday, July 13, 2006 @ 4:15:00 PM

JACQUELINE FOO CLAIMS THAT SHE HAS GOT A GOOD FIGURE. AND SHE'S EXTREMELY PROUD ABOUT IT.

Monday, July 10, 2006 @ 7:56:00 PM

shattered dreams; empty heart

the love and passion lost.

deep struggles and desperate cries

but couldnt yet survive.

Saturday, July 01, 2006 @ 11:03:00 PM

shed the fragments,

and let it scatter

into the unrelenting expanses of distant horizon

like myriad stars,

which no human can ever number.

Monday, April 24, 2006 @ 3:22:00 PM

had been such a long while since i last blog. had been able to control those emotions-gone-wrong. exams stress increasing, tension getting high. there's just not enough time for everything. or maybe the problem only lies with me. urgh! i seriously need ALOT of help to get my work all ready. and spend the rest of today thinking and analysing those pathetic maths question that i got stuck at. and i meant E.MATHS. whoo-hoo. how cool can i get.